Just shut up

When I was at the fitness center today, I told joe about kathy writing an authorization to be able to speak to certain people in New York who will be providing me different services or cares. Joe just seemed like he was going to be in encouraging about moving there from the start (I'm not really sure why- it's my fuckin life and if he don't like it, he should just do what I told kevin that he should do and know his role and shut his mouth. Somehow we got on the topic of smoking and joe said something with an assumption that jem smokes. I stopped him before he started to talk about something else and I said,"wait.. Did you just say that jem, my friend from New York, smokes?" Then he said,"well.. Yeah.. Don't he smoke?" Then I said,"uh.. No." Then he asked,"well, did you ask him?" Then I said,"yes, I've asked him once and he told me that he didn't and I even said that it was okay if he did, it's his choice and he still said that he didn't." So joe is just trying to find flaws and he can't seem to because number one, he doesn't know shit about my situation and he just needs to know his role and shut his mouth . Let me live my god damn life and shut the fuck up. i didn't even shower last night because i didn't feel like i needed to clean up for him on purpose, in attempts to turn him off or something because i kinda get this feeling that he likes me. i didn't even brush my teeth this morning before i went to my fitness center appointment haha, i didn't really have nasty breath or yellow teeth and it's not really like i had time to because the stupid transportation driver came about 30 minutes early (i was actually on the toilet taking a shit.. i LUCKILY had my phone with me in case the transportation came, i didn't truly expect them to that early though.. i DID tell the transportation driver that i was on the toilet when he called though, so he waited a little- at least). i just think that joe doesn't want me to go to new york because he doesn't want to lose me as a client, as self absorbed as that may sound but that's all that i can come up with because the idiot said to me at first when i told him about moving to new york, "well.. what about family? you don't have any family there.." that was the most stupidest argument that he could come up with because my family clearly couldn't give a fuck, my mom doesn't give a shit, so she just says that she wants me to live my own life i think. she's more concerned with her stupid boyfriend and my stupid sister. man.. i have good sinuses and i can smell the grease in my hair from not washing it. i could smell the other guy who got on the medical transportation vehicle with me because he must've been a chain smoker because he smelled like a damn chimney. it was disgusting. that's the main thing that i dislike about people who smoke- they stink.